Missing something?

26th December, 2011
Dear Bloggie,

Well, Daddy and Mummy finally bought me a nice Digital Camera to reward me for my PMR archivement! Haha.. but I still feel that I should get a video camera instead.. Oh wells, cheers to the pursuit of camera-taking! Kachiakss! XD..

Yup.. for the last WHOLE week, I was at home resting, sleeping, resting... Had a huge headache, couldn't go to school, couldn't do anything, just ate my medicine, eat, sleep... but I'm finally well now thank God! Somehow I think that God made me sick so that I could rest a lil...

Holidays are ending, I'm really asking myself : Did I wasted my holidays? All I really wanted to do was to pamper myself, go to movies, meet up with my old friends.. but I've never done any of that... that's why this week, I'm gonna have a movie outing with my cousins! Though it's not with my old friends.. :( Sigh, I wish  I could drive!

I somehow feel like I'm missing something. Something really really important.. the year is almost ending, but I still feel there's something I'm forgetting...

Is it with my family? I've been aware with my actions lately, I need to change the way I talk and act to my parents. I need to love them! I need to care for them..! Camilia, you need to change!

Yeah maybe it's that.. but I don't know.. I still feel abit sad in the inside.. I really don't know what it is.. Perhaps the reality that the year is finally ending is starting to hit me... Ouch.. I still can't believe that it's going to end so soon. Too soon, too fast. 

Well... I don't know.

Signing off.